Seed

Fall down
Can't pick myself up off the ground
Head down
I see catastrophy
And it's right in front of me
Mother, father, please don't make me choose between you
I love both of you

Mother, please, all I want to be is just little me
Father, please, all I want to be is your son

No fair
Trespass the tiny mind of a child
Despair
In my world surrounds me
It's immerse me
Rips right through me

Remember
The day they told me, I'm so scared
Suffer
My wounds not healing

Mother, please, all I want to be is just little me
Father, please, all I want to be is your son

Sometimes
In dark my mind will roam
To a time
I spent alone

As a child, as a small boy
As a child, as a small boy

I remember times as a child I knew
As for my love, I still see it
I remember times as a boy I knew
Too many moralisists in my life
I knew times as a child I know
I looked into my father's eyes one time
I remember times as a child when I looked
And I screamed
I still scream, and I say:

Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you've done to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me
Look at what you did to me
See what you did to me

I died that day
All I want to say

Mother, please, all I want to be is a little deep inside of you
Father, please, all I want to be is a little back inside of you

What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
Fuck you!
What now?
Fuck you!
What now
Fuck!!!

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Cultivate

Got the disease in my mind that chaos runs through in you
Guilty toys for your insides
Just plead and i'll conduct you
Believe in me, i'm the juice
Recieve from me the hand of truth
Instill your trust i'll take you there
penetrate and run, run through
Feel it so warm
Branded forearm
Synthetic crate to drain you
Accelerated poles
Blood rush through
Branded forearm
Mudvayne returned
Inner mutiny lost tranquility

Broken people fixed again plumming christened with disorder
took the people looked in the trend
Took a spell to possess you, why?
You embrace me for the high
Unfocused black swells as you die
Inner icon solicits sympathy
Depated being struggles so desperately
Im so outside myself
Breathless body betrays my cry for help
So I lie
Restless and so pacified
Rest in earth,
Rest in peace
Await rebirth as I roll up my sleeve


Roll up my fuckin sleeve
Feel it
so warm
Branded forearm
Masticate you as I cultivate through
You're life I loathe,
Motherfucker!
Scrambled being your impressions leaking
Sins been bastoned in you
Do what I do just to see through you
Your life is death now
Consequenses been plowed under earth, earth, earth, earth, earth
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust!
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust!
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust!
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust!
Want you dead so much

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Some Assembly Required

Holy god man
Well wont you lend me insight
To your counterfeited tyranny
Mouth fulls of christian view
Tthou hath to be blind
Ends so plain to me
Out of body and beside myself
Sold out ministry
Holy god man
Hows wealth and the brood
Mislayed mind i'm in
From deceit that you induce
Descend to knees of lust
His holiness been brought
Imperils rise distinguished lies
God fall
All rise
Behold the heaven sent an angel to deprive
Your law
All lies
God fall
Baptized in dust is your soul
Holy god man
Im losing patience with you
Your sacreligious spellsin mind
Confusion walks in front of you
Your miracles have deceased
Unpretnetious family's plead
Please heal our boy
Save our boy
All the false things your preach
Are all the fuckin things you've taken from me
What goes around comes back to you 7x

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I.D.I.O.T.

   

This is a song about what i am,
A motherfuckin idiot, check it out
Through my skin you climb,
to my eyes
i say goodbye
now that you're on the inside
blinded eyes in front of you hide
fucked with me
I was an idiot
you fucked with me
and i havent done shit
all about everything that im against so fuck this i dont need your shit
life is pain and pain is my life
life is pain and pain is my life
in your mind I was just a novelty
so does this define how you feel towards me
do unto me what has been done to
you feed off the pain thats been reproduced
fucked with me
i was an idiot
fucked with me
and i didnt do shit i fuckin hurt so bad now,
so i think i'll just lie down...
i dont need you i just need me
i dont believe in you, so dont believe in me
pain pain go away, come again some other day
pain pain go away,
dont need this mother fuckin shit, now anyway
i dont need you i just need me
i dont believe in you, so dont believe in me
life is pain and pain is my life
i dont need you i just need me
i dont believe in you, dont believe in me

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Central Disposal

My perspective on life is pain
Sponge textured soul so porous i cant drain
I just absorb violations of the pledge
You swore to me your perjury
Detours the life of my child
Chicanery from you for me violates natural instincts in you
Dissolve does the sibling
Artificial sympathy
You braid the noose you hang me in guilt your guilt
You blame me septen up the empathy
Broken lover in your head
Mental material mother she left and dead
Glacial feeling inherited
Pathetic mode of principle
Now i see the industry where you belong is killing
My deception in life was you
You bring all the pain that im used to
Double vision is my view
Conditions that tear right through my mind pain...
In my head i harness
It keeps my faith frigid love..
In my body doesnt breathe hate..
dont know how much i fuckin hate you
Look what you've done to me
You won't leave me alone
Come back
No no no

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Coal

My soul simply won't bleed
Coal blackened walls surround my scene
Hardened, callous I've been stung by bees
Forfeited courage keeps me in need

And I need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see
My soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb I cant hear the shit been preached to me
Losses I count, you rip through from my mind and take my thoughts from me
My mind, my space inside I'm lost replaced bliss with catastrophy

Heaven sends to you the seed
My mind receives and accepts deceit
My acceptance sometimes disturbing
my appearance shows no sympathy

And I need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see
My soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb I cant hear the shit been preached to me
Losses I count, you rip through from my mind and take my thoughts from me
My mind, my space inside I'm lost replaced bliss with catastrophy

Me in this state of mind
My balance off balance but I push through
This dark time
I lay awake at night my body trembles
Wrapped with vines
Each tie that binds represents another
Dream demise
Oh fuck I need a handle in my life

I know that there is no escape for me
This sweating I don’t mind just fused with insanity

State of mind
My balance off balance but I push through
This dark time
I lay awake at night my body trembles
Wrapped with vines
Each tie that binds represents another
Dream demise
Oh fuck I need a handle in my life
...in my life

My soul simply won't bleed
Coal blackened walls surround my scene
Hardened, callous I've been stung by bees
Forfeited courage keeps me in need

And I need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see
My soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb I cant hear the shit been preached to me
Losses I count, you rip through from my mind and take my thoughts from me
My mind, my space inside I'm lost replaced bliss with catastrophy

My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague
My life is meaningless now is it you that I thank
My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague
My life is meaningless now is it you that I thank